It has been 20 years

I can not beleive it has been 20 years since my little brother passed away. It still hurts when i think about him. I know he is in a better place but it just makes me sad that he can not be hear on the earth with us. When my little brother was a live he followed me around all the time and wanted to hang out with me. I didnt really like it so i would always hide from him. When he passed away i felt so bad because i should have spent more time with him. He was a wonderful little boy and I do miss him so much. I wonder what he would be doing now if he were still alive. Would he be in utah or Idaho or living at home with my parents? Would he be married? Where would he have served his mission? I have a lot of questions. But they are just questions of what if. Here is a pic of all the kids of course he is the youngest his name is William